grumbling in my tummling

lately, i've been so hungry! Is "starving to death" actually a disease? because i think i'm suffering from it. there's something wrong with me. this whole week, i've been eating my normal sized meals (and they're pretty big) and I'm still hungry afterwards. it's horrible! :(
just a quicky update on my life: i'm doing research on Death row/ death penalty, for a debate i'm having in class. i kind of feel like a serial killer trying to figure out how i can avoid capital punishment. ._.

you say goodbye, i say hello.

hello hello
hhmm. i've had so much on my mind lately. I just don't know what to say. well, just to give you an idea of what's been going on.
my past: I have lost so much sleep. I'm pretty sure that I've slept more as an infant than I have in the past 3 months. the year is coming to an end, so I guess that has something to do with it. either that, or my laziness as of late. I have never stressed over school so much in my life. and this year was supposed to be the easy year! ohmygosh. It has to have been me and my procrastination, because everyone said it was easy. and truth is, it was. just something about it had me way too...stressed.

my futute: I've been dying for this year to end already. I'm so over it. and now this summer I have so many plans. the second my summer starts, I need to start packing because I'm off to Europe! for a whole month! I'll make sure to keep you guys in tune with that, eventually. And when I get back, i get my car! *does a happy dance* but of course, I always find a bad side to everything. (actually, i always find a way to stress myself out). when i get back, i'll have to start reading my summer reading book, probably get a job, save up some money the expensive year I'm going to have, and start spanish online- which I probably won't finish by the end of the year and I'll have to drag onto the beginning of the hardest year in high school: Junior. oh boy. I've got lots of tests and expenses coming up.

but for now, i'm going to stop worrying. i'm stressing out too much. I'm gonna chill and figure out how to make my blog a bit more appealing

Latest Obsessions.

okay, enough about politics. time for some hotties.

Name : Cam Gigandet
Age: 28
Known For: Twilight, Easy A, Burlesque, The Roommate
Favorite feature(s): his eyes, smile and perfect v-cut.





Name: Alex Pettyfer
Age: 20
Known for: I am Number Four, Beastly
Favorite feature(s): Jaw structure, hair, and body.



i hope you enjoy these beautiful creations made by God's perfect hands.

My Little Dream

hello darlings

I'm back just to remind my invisible friends that I haven't abondoned them.

I still hope to share my hopeful dreams and thoughts on the world.

so, just for the interest of my own wishes, i'll answer some random questions,

inspired by Justin Bieber's Interview for Rolling Stone Magazine.

-What do you think about rape?

>my teacher notified me that there are professors now saying that rape isn't a crime. WTF? you're kidding me right? rape is a horrible thing. men are so desperate, and rude, and so hungry for sex they have to force a poor woman who might not have the strength to fight back to suffice their disgusting needs. in my opinion, go get a hooker instead!!! seriously. overall, rape is not cool and shouldn't be done. and if its not obvious, rape is such a common that some people even pass off with just probation. back in the old days, men were gentlemen, such before marriage was never even spoken of, never mentioned, it was a sin! Rape was considered the most horrible of all crimes, that they hung the accuser the second they were found out who committed the crime. rape is just horrible. ugh.

-what do you think about abortion?

>this almost disgusts me more than rape. almost. mostly, people always say that the baby isnt born yet, therefore abortion isnt bad. YOU HAVE GOT TO BE KIDDING ME!!! what about that 'thing' that stirs around in your stomach and gives you morning sickness?
and what about that 'thing' that some surgeons have to perform surgery on to keep alive? that's not a life?!

do you see these photos? how is that not the most beautiful and perfect definition of life?! and when someone does abortion, do you know what that is? MURDER! ohmygosh. this just outrages me. abortion is horrible and i hate it.

-Do you believe in abstinence before marriage?
>yes i do and here's why (previous post of mine on purity.)

that's all i've got to say. maybe my morals will make you more interested in what i have to say, or maybe it'll turn you off and i'll never hear see you again invisible follower.

The Hunger Games - Quotes

I love reading. There's just so much you can get into, and it's just amazing. so, I'll just quote a few things from the book. for those of you who haven't read the series, i'll tell you what these quotes are about without spoiling too much.

Katniss is indecisive (eenie meenie minie mo lover?) about who she loves, that is, if she even loves anyone. But because of her circumstances, she's forced to be with Peeta. and they have this interesting, "I love you but you don't love me the same way" kind of relationship. and they just have this habit of sleeping together (-___- no, not sex. Katniss is a very 'pure' girl) so that they can keep eachother safe from certain nightmares. . . and i think that's all I've got to say, other than

I friggin love Peeta Mallark, and I can only hope for a man like him one day. (<>

“When Peeta holds out his arms, I walk straight into them. It’s the first time since they announced the Quarter Quell that he’s offered me any sort of affection…I wrap my arms tightly around his neck before he can order me to do push-ups or something. Instead he pulls me in close and buries his face in my hair. Warmth radiates from the spot where his lips just touch my neck, slowly spreading through the rest of me. It feels so good, so impossibly good, that I know I will not be the first to let go.”

-Katniss Evergreen (“Catching Fire” chapter 14)

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” I just want to spend every possible minute of the rest of my life with you,” Peeta replies.

“Come on, then,” I say, pulling him into my room.

It feels like such a luxury, sleeping with Peeta again. I didn’t realize until now how starved I’ve been for human closeness. For the feel of him beside me in the darkness. I wish I hadn’t wasted the last couple of nights shutting him out. I sink down into sleep, enveloped in his warmth…”

-Katniss Evergreen (“Catching Fire” ch.17)

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“Before he can talk, I stop his lips with a kiss. I feel that again. The thing I only felt once before…this time, there is nothing to interrupt us. And after a few attempts, Peeta gives up on talking. The sensation inside me grows warmer and spreads out from my chest, down through my body, out along my arms and legs, and to the tips of my being. Instead of satisfying me, the kisses have the opposite effect, of making my need greater. I thought I was something of an expert on hunger, but this is an entirely new kind.”

-Katniss Evergreen (“Catching Fire” chapter 24)