my diary

this is the only thing i can do to stop me from crying.
ive already tweeted too many thoughts that even I'm annoyed at myself.
but its only the second week of school, and my AP classes has me in my own version of
"Mission Impossible." this is so ridiculous. I'm on the verge of tears.
it's 11:24 pm and i still have to print an essay, annotate it, study a memory verse,
and somehow memorize 17 environmental science vocabulary terms.
i get it, its like college. but guess what? in college you have about 3 classes per day,
all scheduled around your own time, and you dont see the same teacher (most of the time)
again the next day. my teachers need to understand that they cant pack us with so much
homeowork every night, knowing we have 6 other classes to do work for as well, and with an
average of 6 hours to do homeowork. impossible. it truly is.
im gonna quote my friend and say, "as the days progress and my sleep becomes shorter, im going to start looking more and more everyday like a crack whore."
couldnt have said it better myself.

Life is a Decision

Tuesday, August 31.

Don't you wish you could be in charge of your own life?

Determine what you want to do, where you want to go, how you want to do it.

If only life was that easy, but it isn't. Its quite the opposite. Yea,

you chose what career you want to pursue , what college you want to go

to, but it always comes down to the decisions of other that just might

determine where you go. If a colllege doesn't accept you, there's goes

that decision. I wish I could glimpse into the future, see what it

would be like, if its really everything I hope it will be. I wonder if

ill live the perfect life I hope to live. But I can't do that. But ill

have to wait, "good things come to those who wait", I hope it works

out for me.

That's something that was on my mind today. Just some last words:You determine your future. No one can predict your life for you.In the end, it ALL comes down to YOU.So trust in yourself, believe that you can do it, and it will be done.*I think I may have sounded a little contrary... but that was kind of the point).

Con mucho amor .