Too much.

my head's been spinning in circles lately. my brain has been unstoppable. there's been so much on my mind. i want it to end- but then i don't. i wish life was easier. i wish it wasn't so hard. i wish God could just enlighten me, and not let this happen. If this isn't suppose to happen, then why let it happen. i'm throwing out so many thoughts right now, and my apology for not making any sense. i'm so tired of it all.

why. why. why. why. why.

i hate asking life that question, because it pointless. its like asking a rock to be your pet.